Mayu_bt
01-04-2007, 10:09 PM
Hi!... Fellow sex enthusiasts!
I always wanted to discuss about my intrinsic thoughts about sex & its circumference! but never got a convenient chance & forum to do so... Thanks to Pussy.org
hmmmm,... I am in mid 20s & still a virgin! :) not so surprising in India though...
Since my *****hood I am fascinated by this. I was exposed to Porn stuffs little early in my life(19 years).... though it was accidental, it has made a huge impact on me!....
It has bought both positives & negatives to me. Let me first speak about positives!
Porn exposure & its manifestations has bought me confidence & liberty to express my thoughts freely in front of audience! you know how?... When I watched a porn movie I always thought how can one do all these too private things in front of a camera?? and...
As time passed I started thinking that this whole thing is also a kind of job to those sweet girls & guys (porn stars) & most importantly they enjoyed doing this... infact more they enjoyed doing this.. more I enjoyed watching them! :) these so called broad-minded thoughts took away what ever little stage fear I had in me & was known for my good presentation skills in my college days & am still known for this at work! can you believe this??
As I told you earlier I always imagined myself being that guy enjoying a hot girl in the porn movies.. experiencing every bit of that feeling & ultimately climaxing (masturbation has relaxed me in most tense times).....once you start putting yourself in others shoes very frequently..especially in things which call for intense feelings!! like sex ofcourse, you again cultivate an intrinsic ability of understanding people, their feelings & their expressions very clearly.. this has infact helped me a lot in both personal & profession life! BELIEVE me THIS HAS BOOSTED MY LIFE LIKE ANYTHING!!
hmmm you may say that I am very optimistic person TRYING to look for good stuffs in everything!! but nopes...am not soooo optimistic at all... Its true that Porn stuffs have had a positive influence on me.
Now... coming to negatives...
Watching these porn stuffs for last so many years.. as I told earlier, feeling for myself, watching these movies in private for hours & so on, have indeed made me a kind of lonely person!! :( I don’t mingle with social gatherings soooo frequently.. but when I mingle, I steal the show.. that’s for sure!! :)
I think I have expressed myself bit more in here.....never mind.. I just wanted to be frank & share the influences Pornography had on my life...
I always wanted to discuss about my intrinsic thoughts about sex & its circumference! but never got a convenient chance & forum to do so... Thanks to Pussy.org
hmmmm,... I am in mid 20s & still a virgin! :) not so surprising in India though...
Since my *****hood I am fascinated by this. I was exposed to Porn stuffs little early in my life(19 years).... though it was accidental, it has made a huge impact on me!....
It has bought both positives & negatives to me. Let me first speak about positives!
Porn exposure & its manifestations has bought me confidence & liberty to express my thoughts freely in front of audience! you know how?... When I watched a porn movie I always thought how can one do all these too private things in front of a camera?? and...
As time passed I started thinking that this whole thing is also a kind of job to those sweet girls & guys (porn stars) & most importantly they enjoyed doing this... infact more they enjoyed doing this.. more I enjoyed watching them! :) these so called broad-minded thoughts took away what ever little stage fear I had in me & was known for my good presentation skills in my college days & am still known for this at work! can you believe this??
As I told you earlier I always imagined myself being that guy enjoying a hot girl in the porn movies.. experiencing every bit of that feeling & ultimately climaxing (masturbation has relaxed me in most tense times).....once you start putting yourself in others shoes very frequently..especially in things which call for intense feelings!! like sex ofcourse, you again cultivate an intrinsic ability of understanding people, their feelings & their expressions very clearly.. this has infact helped me a lot in both personal & profession life! BELIEVE me THIS HAS BOOSTED MY LIFE LIKE ANYTHING!!
hmmm you may say that I am very optimistic person TRYING to look for good stuffs in everything!! but nopes...am not soooo optimistic at all... Its true that Porn stuffs have had a positive influence on me.
Now... coming to negatives...
Watching these porn stuffs for last so many years.. as I told earlier, feeling for myself, watching these movies in private for hours & so on, have indeed made me a kind of lonely person!! :( I don’t mingle with social gatherings soooo frequently.. but when I mingle, I steal the show.. that’s for sure!! :)
I think I have expressed myself bit more in here.....never mind.. I just wanted to be frank & share the influences Pornography had on my life...